So I must spew bad luck or something.

There's a story behind that, I swear.

To be perfectly honest, I think I must be like, emitting bad luck auras all over the place, because death is like, surrounding the people I care about.
Some literal death, some close to... and quite frankly, it scares me. I mean, I must be imagining things, and I try not to think about it too-too much.

But like, a good friend of mine recently got a hold of me and I was visiting her, and something was missing: her dog (who is... between 3-7 years old). She explained that her dog had a high fever and was low on red blood cells, so they (as in her family) took her to the vet to get her checked out. At the time, they couldn't pinpoint what was wrong, so they removed the spleen.
Yesterday, when I came downstairs from my room to hang out with my mom, my mom looked at me and said, "I got a call from Mrs.**********..." Perplexed, I asked what she needed, and I was half expecting to say that she wanted to get together for dinner or something. Turns out her dog had some sort of cancer, and was fatal. So... they had to put her down.
And just a day or two prior was I over my friend's house visiting, wishing that the dog was healthy.

So, I'm upset about this for two reasons: my friend has lost many pets over the years, and its devastating to see this happen to her and her family. Especially since the dog was so young.
Second, back in January, I lost my dog as well to some sort of bone cancer in the head. She was not much older than my friend's dog either... and you know, she was over my house the entire time that this was happening, supporting me. So I feel like a shitty friend not being there to support her in a time of loss.

A couple of days ago, I received a message from a good friend of mine from dA, that stated he lost his cousin to a motorcycle accident.

The night prior to that, another close friend of mine nearly lost her boyfriend. (I explained both of these in a post or two prior to this post).

So maybe its just me... but I feel like everywhere I go, disaster strikes. So I must have some sort of bad disease or something, right? I'm totally not thinking about this too much, nope.

Besides me feeling like I'm some sort of bad luck charms, I want to give my deepest apologies to my friends, and that I hope things get better for them.

... uuugh.... something fell in my eye and is making it buuuurn.... GAAAH. ALLERGIEEESS. CURSE YOU DUST.