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Needless to say I had a shitty audition.

Like, I'm not even being like, sarcastic or putting myself down here, I literally had the worst audition ever. I just... I don't know.

I already know what to expect when I go into my first lesson now. To hear that I did completely shitty during my audition. I don't know /what/ went wrong. I even messed up during my solo, which I was completely comfortable with before hand. I wasn't exactly nervous going in.

I don't know.

I kind of want to go to sleep and try not to think about it.

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